NOTES TO MY SELF...

NOTES TO MYSELF

"Dear You,

You're probably thinking I've forgotten all about you by now,

but that's far from it.

I have missed you every waking day & my heart still hurts,but I'm getting better.

I continue to smile & still go on without you.

I know I have missed you,but I have kept it all inside of me,only for me to know.

I still wonder about your doings, how you are,what we used to talk about,to the laugh in your voice...

Just, everything.

I miss it all...

However,I feel that the parting of us was for the best,because everything happens for a reason...

Should destiny put us into a crossing road in the future,

that is when I will see you again....

Until then,remember this..

No matter what,even through the screaming fights,the disagreements,mistakes & the tears we've cried..

though I saw this as a possible outcome,

I took the risk & gave you my all..

Never,ever,did I give up on you.

Do not give up on yourself.Believe.Anything is possible...

You are never knows I will always pray for you..

I can't go back to yesterday..

because I know for now,you are different..

But me..,inside..

Still be me..no one's can change me..."

I miss the past,
and all the people who were a part of it....
I miss the people who claimed to care about me,
when deep down,I knew as well as them,
that they didn’t....
I miss the way things used to be...
It’s a known fact,which I was aware of,
but I didn’t want to believe it,
not like how I do now..
I’ve finally realized...
people always leave....
I cant go back to yesterday,
because I was a different person then....
And i smile...
keep on walking...
No matter how hard it is...
No matter what i will face...
Because...
I always believe,
Everything happen for a reason,
That's why people hold tight on to memories...
People's changed..but memories didn't... **SMILE with tears :')