HEART TO HEART

It's weird, it seems like you've changed..

You say things that you didn't say before..

In front of me, look into my eyes...

Tell me truthfully..

Careless eyes, a bored EXPRESSION..

Actions and words that are different than before...

Don't twist your words..

You better say it COOLLY, open up..

I don't expect a lot from you, not like BEFORE....

Look into my eyes, please look at me now...

Think of ME....

Let's have HEART TO HEART talk..

Tell me more in MANLY WAY...

Not stiffly..not FAKING IT...

Still you and I stay together...

Look me directly in the eyes and tell me...

Don't twist your words..Don't make me MAD...

Now.. HEART TO HEART...

YOU AND I..

The serenades you used to do often...

These days, how many times you say " I LOVE YOU "

If you don't like it, say you DON'T!

Or take some time ( to reply )

Open up with you...

How can you change that much???

Do I have to comply to everything you do?

Don't be RIDICULOUS, don't be DELUSIONAL..

Stop it! Just do whatever you want..

HEART TO HEART...

You say sorry too easily, I'm SICK of it...

Why do you always want to the end things?

You always say the same things...

Still think of you..listen to me....

I DON'T EXPECT LOT FROM YOU...

Not like before....

Let's have HEART TO HEART...

I want to cry but cant.. Seems the tears just wont come. Even the tears have realized you're not worth it. 

Things always happen for a reason

This is for those who got their minds messed with and let someone get the best of them...

PLEASE ADD IF YOU THINK ITS GOOD!

there was a time when i was so naive

to think you were worth all the tears

i trusted u with my feelings, my heart

but you took it and ripped it apart

i opened up to and told you how i felt

but this was all a game for you

like another hand was dealt

i told myself, i assured myself i wouldn't fall too deep

but u sucked me in and you got the best of me.

now all i wonder is why? why mess with my head.

why make me believe all the things you said?

is ur life so pathetic, you had to hurt someone?

for your entertainment, all for some fun?

you want to know the worst part of it all?

a part of me still misses you, and no matter how hard i try. i can't forget you or all the times we've talked. 

its so hard to let go not knowing the truth

i'd feel better if i had real proof

but if this is all true, then it wasn't meant to be

God chose different paths for both u n me

i only wish you luck and happiness in life

it was nice knowing you,we had a lot of laughs.

i wish it didn't have to end so fast

but it did and now your just a guy from my past.

This is a poem i found.

remember girls, or i guess guys too, never regret your past. things always happen for a reason.

DON'T

Don’t ever let people tell you that you aren’t good enough

Because you are.

Don’t ever give up your dreams

Because you need them.

Don’t ever compromise your morals

Because they make you who you are.

Don’t ever hide your feelings

Because someone’s willing to hear them.

Don’t ever think you’ve got it all figured out

Because the next moment you won’t.

Don’t ever live your life in the past

Because then you’ll miss out on the now.

Don’t ever let people bring you down

Because they don’t deserve to.

Don’t ever be someone you aren’t

Because then you’ll never know you who really are.

Don’t ever let someone tell you how you feel

Because it’s not their right to.

Don’t ever give up something that feels right

Because it probably is.

Don’t ever worry about the petty things

Because they just don’t matter.

Don’t ever run away from your problems

Because they always find you.

Don’t ever be afraid to take risks

Because they make life worth living.

Don’t ever let someone take away your happiness

Because it was never theirs to take. 

Grenade!

Easy come, easy go

That's just how you live

Take, take, take it all,

But you never give

Should of known you was trouble 

from the first kiss,

 Had your eyes wide open 

Why were they open?

Gave you all I had

And you tossed it in the trash

You tossed it in the trash, you did

To give me all your love is all I ever asked, 

Cause what you don't understand is

I’d catch a grenade for ya

Throw my hand on a blade for ya

I’d jump in front of a train for ya

You know I'd do anything for ya 

I would go through all this pain, 

Take a bullet straight through my brain,

Yes, I would die for ya baby...

But you WON'T do the same

If my body was on fire, 

You’ d watch me burn down in flames..

 You said you loved me you're a liar ..

Cause you never, ever, ever did baby...

But darling I’ll still catch a grenade for ya..

Yes, I would die for ya baby..

 But you won't do the same.

No, you won’t do the same,

You wouldn’t do the same,

Ooh, you’ll never do the same,

No, no, no, no

( Grenade by Bruno Mars )

It's amazing how someone can break your heart, but you still love them with all the little pieces...Trying really hard not to cry over them because every tear is just one more reminder that we don't know how to let them go...You know?? The worst feeling you'll ever feel is sitting next to the person who means the world to you knowing that you mean nothing to them ...They didn't appreciate what you've done...They didn't make you like you were special...Yeahh..I remembered clearly someone told me :

"People will forget what you said...

People will forget what you did...
But people will never forget how you made them feel...

Now I know why people's tied to memories so hard..."

May be it's true...You will never forget the sweetest memory...when someone treat you like you were SPECIAL...even it's end with tears...It's okay to be alone than in relationship that yourself didn't know, how it will be? And you are always in sorrow...That doesn't worth your tears...How can you pretend you were happy? Actually you're not? How long you can defend that situation? How long you will suffer? When you will gonna put a REAL smile on your face like everything's is perfect????

Did you ever love someone 

and know they didn't care? 

Did you ever love someone

and gave them everything?

But they don't?
Did you ever feel like crying
knowing it would get you no where? 

Urggggggggh!!!!

I'm such grenade! Or a time bomb....waiting a time to explode!

I'm just tired of GUYS....

They are all the same! 

I'm NOT Okay!!!

if u ever felt alone?

if u ever felt rejected?

if u ever felt confused?

if u ever felt lost?

if u ever felt anxious?

if u ever feel wrong?

if u ever felt unclean?

if u ever felt angry?

if u ever felt ashamed?

if u ever felt curious?

if u ever felt USED?

prepared to feel revenge!!!

If you never expect things..

you never will be disappointed,

i learnt this one the hard way,

 

your head knows that you are doing wrong,

but your body cant stop shouting...

Sapagka't Lamang (Just Because in Tagalog)

Just Because – 

I’m quiet, it doesn’t mean I don’t have a lot to say..

Just Because – 

I appear happy, doesn’t mean everything’s okay!

Just Because –

 I’m sarcastic, doesn’t mean I don’t take things seriously...

Just Because –

 I forgive, doesn’t mean I forget.....

Just Because – 

I don’t listen to you...doesn’t mean I don’t care....

Just Because – 

I’m gullible, doesn’t mean you can lie to me..

Just Because – 

I’m stubborn, doesn’t mean I’m not easy going..

Just Because – 

I don’t show my feelings, doesn’t mean I don’t have any...

Just Because –

 I don’t say I love you,  doesn’t mean I don’t...

Just Because –

 I’m honest,  doesn’t mean I’m outspoken....

Just Because –

 I’m not like you, doesn’t mean I’m weird...

Just Because – 

I’m unsure, doesn’t mean I’m afraid.... 

Hahaha..something to share! lol

A mother passing by her daughter's bedroom was astonished to see the bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then she saw an envelope propped up prominently on the center of the bed. It was addressed, "Mom" With the worst premonition, she opened the envelope and read the letter with trembling hands: 

Dear Mom, It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new boyfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Dad and you. I've been finding real passion with Ahmed and he is so nice-even with all his piercings, tattoos, beard, and his motorcycle clothes. But it's not only the passion Mom, I'm pregnant and Ahmed said that we will be very happy. He already owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. He wants to have many more children with me and that's now one of my dreams too. Ahmed taught me that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone and we'll be growing it for us and trading it with his friends for all the cocaine and ecstasy we want. In the meantime, we'll pray that science will find a cure for AIDS so Ahmed can get better; he sure deserves it!! Don't worry Mom, I'm 15 years old now and I know how to take care of myself. Someday I'm sure we'll be back to visit so you can get to know your grand children.


Love...
Your daughter, Andrea

PS: Mom, none of the above is true. I'm over at the neighbor's house. I just wanted to remind you that there are worse things in life than my report card that's in my desk center drawer. I love you! Call when it is safe for me to come home...Sorry mom! :)

My December

this is my december 

this is my time of the year 

this is my december 

this is all so clear 

this is my december 

this is my snow covered home 

this is my december 

this is me alone 

and i 

just wish that i didnt feel 

like there was something i missed 

and i 

take back all the things i said 

to make you feel like that 

and i 

just wish that i didnt feel 

like there was something i missed 

and i 

take back all the things i said to you 

and i give it all away 

just to have somewhere to go to 

give it all away 

to have someone to come home to 

this is my december 

these are my snow covered dreams 

this is me pretending 

this is all i need 

and i 

just wish that i didnt feel 

like there was something i missed 

and i 

take back all the things i said 

to make you feel like that 

and i 

just wish that i didnt feel 

like there was something i missed 

and i 

take back all the things i said to you 

and i give it all away 

just to have somewhere to go to 

give it all away 

to have someone to come home to 

this is my december 

this is my time of the year 

this is my december 

this is all so clear 

and i give it all away 

just to have somewhere to go to 

give it all away 

to have someone to come home to.....

( My December-Linkin Park )

Things That A Perfect Guy Would Do

Known how to make you smile when you are down....

Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice...

Stick up for you, but still respect your independence...

Give you the remote control during the game....

Come up behind you and put his arms around you...

Play with your hair...

His hand would always find your hand....

Be cute when he really wants something....

Offer you plenty of massages....

Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork...

Never run out of love....

Be funny, but know when to be serious....

Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious...

Be patient when you take forever to get ready.......

React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts....

Smile a lot....

Plans a romantic date full of things he wouldn't normally do because he knows it means a lot to you....

Appreciate you...

Help others out...

Drive 1 days long just to see you for one....

Always gives you a kiss when you leave, even when his friends are watching....

Sing, even if he can't!....

Have a creative sense of humor...

Stare at you....

Call for no reason.... 

Respect your parents and family...

Puts your cold hands in his warm hoodie pockets..

Wrestle with you and let you win...

Can talk to about anything..

Laughs at your jokes, even it's not funny...

Lets you use his sweatshirt for your pillow...

who says i love you & means it..

Will kiss you in the rain, in the sunshine, or even in the snow...

Will have many inside jokes with you and remember each one..

Can go swimming with on hot days..

Bring you seashells from every beach he goes...

Let you beat he up when you get angry...

Wears baseball caps and lets your wear his cap too...

Gives you his t-shirt to change into and not expect to get it back...

Knows your favorite color, song, car, vegetable, perfume and even the color of your toothbrush...

Who will know when something is wrong when you're trying your best to put on an act...

Bring you to the beach and staring at sunset together..

Surprise you!

Not afraid to give you a great big hug right in front of his mom...

Who will cut his hair when you know it looks bad..

Will not try to meet up with other girls if he know you'll get jealous...

When you cry, he kisses your tears away...

Let you wearing his jacket and every time you breath in, his scent surrounds you...

Will watch any movie with you, no matter how teary eyed you may get..

Call you beautiful or adorable...not hot, fine, or sexy...

Cheezy stuff to you just to make u smile...

Still the same when he is with you and when he is with his friends..

Tells you everything honestly...

Introduces you to his family...

Stands up for you no matter who it is against...

Tells you that your smile makes his day and makes everything better..

Sit on the phone with you when you're sad, even if you're quiet...

Can hangout and have fun with you... 

Wouldn't mind you wanting to get all dressed up and do your make up for him, even if he says he likes you better without make up...

With him..you can be yourself with and he will never give a care and would still tell you that you are amazing to him....

He love the way you are....

p/s : If he doesn't love you at your worst, he doesn't deserve you at your best...